Not My Type.

I am attracted to masculine men. 

It's an infliction I've had since puberty. 

I've learned to deal with it though, through various activities and exercises. 

I was told recently that I am called "straight gay". My source was an eighteen year old girl, and I'm assuming that she knows what she is talking about. She was knowledgeable enough to ask me if I was a top or a bottom. I was kind of shocked by the question actually, but I answered it. 

Not sure how comfortable I am with the "straight gay" label. After all, there's zero wrong with being gay. Giving it that label sounds like you're trying to validate one or the other. I don't think anyone should have to validate their existence. We all  have the right to be.

I'm finding that, the greater quantity that I smoke, the more prolific I become. Or so I think.

Currently, I am smoking Super Mario. I can't get away from it because I love the buzz that it induces.. perfect and mellow. Just how I like my evenings. 

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Treats For Me.

I ate a cookie.

It was delicious. It was a melty kind of cookie. It was ginger and sweeter than a pixie stick. And potent.

My day was spent in front of a computer earning cash to pay for the roof over my head and the smoke in my smoke box. There weren't too many exciting moments, but I am quickly learning that a lot of people are bereft of real meaning of the word "emergency".

In an attempt to be a healthy pothead, I am walking too and from work, which amounts to about an hour of walking per day. This is bringing me way beyond my goal of ninety minutes per week, but that's OK. I went to the doctor the other day and discovered that I am forty pounds lighter than I had originally thought. Yippee for me.

I'm not seriously devoted to anything these days except for my daily puff  and work. I figure if it's something that I have to do, I might as well teach myself to like it rather than spend my days in misery trying to find reasons why not to go.

Besides, if I do well at work, I can better afford to do the things that I would really like to do, like start planning a business model for Remedy Radio as a viable, money making Internet radio station.

You know what they say; if you're going to dream, dream big.

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Confused

I'm giving dope the benefit of the doubt.

I went out to my day job today and found it to be tedious at best. I wasn't amused or impressed by anything and I came home with a chip on my shoulder. That sucks.

But then, I realized that I had a bunch of Super Mario on my desk, and I damn near cried. It's a beautiful thing. Now, after indulging, the whole world looks different.

Medical or not, I am convinced that marijuana helps me with my moods. When I'm down, it brings me up. When I'm up, it makes me feel high enough that I know when it's time to slow down. It's a beautiful thing.

Now, instead of moping about and doing nothing, I am putting my brain patterns to work blogging about my day. Certainly not a waste of time, as it cleanses me of all the crap that I had to endure over the last eight hours.

I was berated by a lottery ticket purchaser for trying to "up sell" lottery tickets to him. He felt that I should "talk to my supervisor" about it, suggesting that I had done something wrong. Being the type of person that I am, I immediately requested the presence of my supervisor so I could discuss the call with him and his sentiments were exactly the same as mine. The guy was an idiot.

This really didn't come to me as a total shock, yet, at the same time, it did. In a normal call centre environment, I probably would have been coached for that call for some stupid reason. But, instead, my boss actually agreed with me and walked away. I've got high hopes for my new place of employment.

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No Drama

Stereotypes

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Life is just a game.

Who wins and loses is all up to interpretation.

One thing that I interpret is the value of music and its' ability to rest an unquiet mind. Hearing is a gift; one that I appreciate to the fullest every day.

Remedy Radio is about 420. People always ask me what that means. And I reply politely and say "it's about marijuana". To them, as nonsmokers, they don't understand there is an under toe of meaning. I understand that my life is about friendships, family and respect. I function well including marijuana in my life, and I consider myself a good person.

But there are still many people who are of the opinion that those who indulge are "potheads" or "hippies". To this I say poo poo. We have a stereotype to disprove, so let's do a great job of it. Have a blast, but be a responsible smoker.👄

I have no problem with public consumption of marijuana. In fact, I can't wait to find a coffee shop that will allow it. If that's even going to happen? I know being amidst all that pastry while sucking back on some Super Mario would be like a dream situation for me.💘

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